Vitriol
© 1999 by Andersen Silva (11-01-99)

Me again. :) Is anybody actually reading these things? I'm thinkin' not. Doesn't much matter, anyway, I'm writing more for myself than I am for you, but if anyone does look at this, let me know, huh? Thanks.

I think my depression is lifting. I'm still not a happy man, but... lol At least I no longer feel like there's no reason to get through each day. I don't like feeling like that, and I know my friends don't like to see me like that, either. My indomitable will has come out on top again. Let's hope it stays there a while. ;)

Went to the Greenwich Village Halloween Parade last night, as is the general tradition. A blast, as usual. I dressed as Adam Ant this year; pics are in the Gallery... of Death! It was an interesting look. A little pirate, a little Apache warrior, some leather/bondage touches... Heh-heh. I love this holiday! It's my favorite, all right... And the drag queens seem to love it, too. lol

My damn knee has started to act up again. For the past three or four years, I've been suffering from a stubborn pain in my right knee that flares up for a few weeks or months, then subsides for a while. The only possible cause I can think of is some personal combat with Mike Streahle back at Glassboro in '89. We'd started one day with hand-to-hand, then moved on to industrial sofa cushions, and while we were in close quarters in the narrow hallway, Streahle caught my knee and slammed it into the wall. The leg went numb, and I dropped like a sack of potatoes! Feeling came back in a minute or two, of course, and I'm not sure that it was my right knee, but I can't really think of any other traumatic experience involving my knees, so... Not that I blame Streahle, of course, I would just like to know why this joint keeps bothering me!

What the hell is up with the Russians?!? If you're trying to take back Chechnya from the Chechens, then just admit it. Stop this nonsense about how you're only interested in 'Muslim radicals' while denying you're going to storm Grozny. You're already there! This is exactly why China and Russia were uneasy with NATO's action in Yugoslavia. Chechnya is Russia's Kosovo, just as Taiwan is China's. Both countries want to be able to go in and bully these territories into submission without having to answer to the rest of the world. Chechnya won de facto independence from Russia a few years back, now the Russians want to regain face as well as the region.

If the Reform Party allows Pat Buchanan to run for President on its ticket, I will lose all respect for the party and for Mr. Perot. I'd already decided a while back that Ross was swingin' too far to the right for my taste nowadays, but to hear him supporting Buchanan left a bitter taste in my mouth. Jesse Ventura seems to be the level-headed voice of the party now, believe it or not, and I kinda like the thought of the Donald running for the Reform Party. As long as there are two camps, though, it's going to be difficult for them to get far or to be taken seriously.

The new Nine Inch Nails album, The Fragile, is definitely growing on me. I've been a fan since about 1991, and during my darker days I certainly played broken and The Downward Spiral to death... This one is quite different. I was a bit skeptical at first, though I immediately liked "Starfuckers, Inc." and "Into the Void." But the more I play the CD, the more I like the whole thing. It's got more texture to it than any of the previous recordings. Trent's maturing, and while many of the fans aren't going to like that, the fact is that I'm maturing, too, and so I can appreciate it. - A


April 2004 - The real final Vitriol, Howard Stern, Dubya, etc.
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March 2004 - Dining out with my baby, Virtual PC, and the end of Vitriol... or is it?
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February 2004 - Two weeks between jobs, three new songs, grabbing Panther by the tail
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January 2004 - Ice skating with Gina, sushi at my sister's wedding, war-riding, the pink slip
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December 2003 - Moving pains, goin' places with Gina, Christmas bells
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November 2003 - The looong month of October, finding an apartment, Ozzy's gone
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October 2003 - I'm in love with her and I feel fine, Boston, the Dalai Lama, apartment for rent?
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September 2003 - Andy, happy? it could happen!, taking time off from work, Ringo Starr, "Discworld," the blackout
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August 2003 - (W)here (M)ight (D)ose WMDs be?, gay marriages and the people who fear them, '80s metal bands, Computer Man to the rescue, Philadelphia freedom
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July 2003 - Boondocks.net is back!, rudeness on public transportation and elsewhere, "Hole in the Wall"
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June 2003 - Science fiction movies, where is Boondocks.net?, still no weapons of misconstruction...
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May 2003 - How 'bout them weapons of mass distraction, huh?, Def Leppard, Michael Palin, another Silva, wireless networking, and a damned good raspberry margarita
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April 2003 - They're still French fries, dammit!, a new guitar for Andy, music-music-music
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March 2003 - The buildup for, and the protesting against, war
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February 2003 - The destruction of the Columbia, the National Day of Poetry Against the War, hard and soft atheism, Pete Townshend, and the gift shop
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January 2003 - Christmas loot, "Swingin'," more war talk
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December 2002 - The year in review, moving again?!?, moving world leaders around, too
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November 2002 - "Scarlet's Walk" and Tori's penguin, jackasses, and killing in the name of...
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October 2002 - Boston, Aimee Mann, and Palpatine/Bush
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September 2002 - George Darius Bush and George Xerxes Bush
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August 2002 - Movin' out of Paisan-town, and far away from the Regal Beagle
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July 2002 - Church and state: you gotta keep 'em separated, Dubya still doesn't want to play nice with the rest of the world, John Entwistle's gone
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June 2002 - Movin' on from town to town, Dave Barry and the Rock Bottom Remainders
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May 2002 - Science fiction movies everywhere!, jail time for virus creators, Dubya finally learns to pronounce 'occupation,' Andy gets a promotion?!?
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April 2002 - Terrorism on both sides of the Israeli-Palestinian conflict, people who don't interact with me or the Web site, "For Dana" to be released on a compilation CD
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March 2002 - Chip implants, the children of God and the followers of Christ commit murder in His name, ultranationalism American style
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February 2002 - Dubya says, "These pretzels are making me- ack!" Sharon continues playing Napoleon, and... the return of Foogar?
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January 2002 - Rob Zombie, Ozzy Osbourne, and other Christmas-related items, stealin' cars, karaoke!
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December 2001 - George meets his sweet lord, terrorists EVERYwhere!, Tomb Raider II finished finally, and the Segway, finally!
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November 2001 - Anthrax (the band), WSOU rocks - but for how much longer? and a minute of silence?
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October 2001 - Osama bin Laden and anthrax and the women who love them
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September 2001 - Governments and armies and the assholes who love them, more misspellings, and a large lack of feedback
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August 2001 - Dubya's isolationism, the Macedonians and Albanians search for peace the Israeli/Palestinian way, 2004 Olympics in Beijing
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July 2001 - Not the Sexiest Geek Alive, war (what is it good for?), murdering citizens American-style
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June 2001 - A dead hitchhiker, the Taliban, and an independent Senator Jeffords
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May 2001 - Joey Ramone's dead, and "Joey Ramone's Dead"
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April 2001 - Brazil (not the Terry Gilliam film), Dubya and carbon dioxide, Yugoslavia begins coming to its senses, Israel and the Palestinians still haven't come to theirs...
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March 2001 - New look for the Web site, upcoming vacation in Brazil!, the pig-headed Taliban, "Hannibal"
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February 2001 - Tomb Raider II, Dubya plays with his new toys, nature plays with El Salvador and India, and the inevitable Chechnya and Israel/Palestinians references
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January 2001 - Snow, a new year/decade/century/millennium, screen resolutions
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December 2000 - The iBook, "The X-Files," the Grinch, the pathetic turn of events in the U.S. elections...
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November 2000 - Got the iBook! the Village Parade, trouble still brewin' in the Mideast, the upcoming U.S. elections...
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October 2000 - Andy turns 30, the Middle East, the anniversary of the invasion of Chechnya...
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September 2000 - A random act of kindness, Great Adventure, new music, new iBooks?
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August 2000 - Palestine and the Israelis, Milosevic, Speight, and breaking the speed of light!
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July 2000 - Israel & the Palestinians, the missile defense shield, and (who'da thunk it?) Chechnya
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June 2000 - Um, Chechnya again, gun-totin' Charlton Heston, misspellings, and xenophobes
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May 2000 - Communism on the last May Day of the twentieth century, and Andy's life ("Don't talk to me about life...")
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April 2000 - Hold on, it's more Chechnya rantin', and an appeal on behalf of a friend caught behind red tape
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March 2000 - Hey, hey, Pinochet, Russia and China won't go away, "The X-Files," the American presidential race, and a prelude to vacation
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February 2000 - Again with the Chechens, and Elián, Pinochet, mp3.com vs. the recording industry, and snow
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January 2000 - Made it through January 1st, Syria and Israel, public transportation, and, er, Chechnya
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December 1999 - Indonesia comes apart, Chechnya (no shit), Seattle's burning, 'n Happy Xmas
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November 1999 - Halloween, my bad knee, Russians? in Chechnya?!? Buchanan and the Reform Party, NIN
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October 1999 - Hurricane on the East Coast, earthquakes in Taiwan, Turkey, and Greece, and Apple Computers
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September 1999 - I'm not getting you down, am I? I'd hate to think I was getting you down...

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April 1999 - the return of Vitriol, Kosovo, a foreshadowing of the Russian invasion of Chechnya (!), and Libya

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September-November 1995 - the Underground Press Conference, a co-worker bites the dust, Rabin really bites the dust, Remington Bond, Win95, and the Sex Pistols
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August 1995 - the death penalty, the V-chip and violence in pop culture, and "TV Nation"
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June 1995 - Oklahoma City, 'zines, "The X-Files" and "V.R.5"
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March 1995 - I'm sick!, the space program (ha), alt.zines, "Star Trek" and "Voyager"
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February 1995 - the very first Vitriol! Newt Gingrich, political correctness, media overkill, Howard Stern, the Apple goon squad?
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